Office by Alex Penny
Life has never been good to me...
I always live in fear and hate.......
so maybe that's why, I am bitter and vain
—
James Reid Victoriahave i told you about being me?
well.. this is very boring.. if not very unbelievable..
secrets untold…. tsk ushc a damned life
“It was us against everything. Against the adults. The older kids. The younger kids. Against age. Against time. Against not having enough money and not being able to really work for it, but not really wanting to work. Always music and always loud. If we couldn’t change the landscape where we lived, we could change the way it sounded.”
being with so many people; even hundreds of them actually
still, i am in an island
vjamesreid: What is the only thing that i could be proud of?
i am still alive despite everything
“Masturbation is personally defined as a physical act of sexual self-fulfillment; both gratifying and satisfying”
well… if i will consider this definition.. i am certainly out off the hook…
everytime i feel weary, tense or stressed…
sexual masturbation kills them for me!
but one thing i can’t throw in my mind… the secrets untold…
deep within the abyss of self..
i can’t certainly contain it… never…
hahahaha.. just laugh..
anyways! laughing is no difference than crying..
i can both laugh and cry at the same………….
but memory dulls me, i forgot the real meaning of those..
i just dont know when to cry or when to laugh…
they literally lost sense to me.
in times when i am in distress, to make myself comforted i laugh
in times when i am stupidly happy, i cry for the moment that is given to me..
but what is crying and laughing to me?
well… i will find out what are they
tumblrbot: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
usually three things!!!
(1) trying to plan my life ahead
(2) killing the time
(3) nothing so fascinating than - masturbate
